daydreamer.

i miss you, ai.

I just can’t imagine anyone falling in love with me.

thinking-0f-youu:

I mean, why would they?

(via paolasupertramp)

ini lagu nothing lasts forever kampret abis-abisan zzzzz.

bukan apanya sih, this song is amazing, tapi meaningnya itu loh. bikin sakit hati banget :( </3 bikin ingat sama seorang cowok kampret tapi ngangenin ._.

‘everyday, with every word whispered we get more far away, the distance between us makes it so hard to stay, but nothing lasts forever so be honest babe. it hurts but it may be the only way…’

alhamdulillaaaaah. :)

My little sister passed the test to get into my school!!! asdfghjkl i’m so freaking proud. and she passed with her own efforts, which makes it even better :))

what makes me so proud is that 2 years ago she couldn’t make it into my middle school, but this time she managed to get into arguably, one of the best high schools in Eastern Indonesia. Which makes me proud. :))))

Congratulations lal! Wish you all the best ;D

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12 top things that I will never, ever forget as a 17ager!

Why 13? Because 13 is my favorite number. Although it might seem queer to make a list made up of 13 things, meh. I don’t care ;3 Here is a list of 13 things that I will never forget during my 3-year stay at SMAN 17 Makassar.

1. My first memory as a 17ager.. Seeing my test number in the newspaper, 81st place :’) It was quite a bittersweet moment, seeing as I passed and I didn’t really want to, on the other hand my best friend and my crush (who really wanted to pass in Jubel) didn’t pass :( But this was the start of a 3-year journey that I’ll never forget in my whole life. 
2. Pra-MOS & MOS. HAHAHA LOL! It was a tense memory (hey, when is MOS actually a fun experience? -_-) But it was memorable because this is where I met most of my future classmates and also my future boyfriend..
3. D’Uranium! We went through a lot together.. From being hated, to all the love triangles, to truth or dare.. Everything was a lot of fun, even when it wasn’t (?). Hahaha I’m gonna miss you, Uranium :’)
4. GEMA SUARA 17 MAKASSAR!!!!!!! The extracurricular which has given me so many memories, so much experience and so many new friends. Thnksfrthmmrs, guys, especially my 13 :’) Semoga terus berprestasi di kancah nasional dan, kalo beruntung, di kancah internasional. Amiiiin…
5. KSUGAYPSDC.. Keluarga Setengah Uraniums Gehool Abiezt Yang Penting Sombong Dan Cantik/Cakep! Event though we only lasted about 7 months before being destroyed by various forces around the school *unnamed*, we still remain friends to this day (well, most of us..) :)) Thanks for all the movies, the noise, playing cupid between me and Aiman (zzzz…), the food, the singgasana in front of X3, and all the friendship that you’ve given me in the last few years. Jalan sebelum lulus yuk :3
6. Actsix alias Association of 10-6. I hated going into this class, mostly because I got in because of a mistake that the teachers made (they didn’t give me a Physics practicum score.), which made my total count of scores super low, one of the bottom 10 of the whole school. But in the end, I had fun with all the people, we had the best time at Puntondo (which made us feel exclusive~) and of course all the new experiences and people I’ve had and met during this class makes it unforgettable, thankyou guys ;;)
7. Ghostbird. No, I didn’t get that wrong, we named our class Ghostbird on purpose. I didn’t feel at home during this class.. Mostly because of an incident that happened  in late September. But it’s a class, I made a lot of my future good friends in here, so it’s memorable. *maksa*
8. Elactsix!!! I made a trillion friends here, they made me get over Aiman, I got an awesome report card.. What else can I ask for? Best. Class. Ever. Until the next one, that is..
9. DOCE EXACTAMENTE SEIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My favouritest class ever! (Is there such a word? LOL). During my depression times I had my friends, the second time I moved on from Aiman to somebody else (in the class. Yep, in this actual class. Tolong jangan hakimi saya (?)) HAHAHA I love you all my DESwan & DESwati <3
10. Aiman Setiawan, Zorro, & Anakecil. Terima kasih Aiman Setiawan atas 9 bulan yang berwarnanya. Thanks for all the tears, the laughter, THE kiss (HAHAHAHA), the hugs, the i love you’s, everything that happened during our relationship. I may have regretted everything afterwards because the memories just about killed me (?) But hey, what doesn’t kill you make you stronger, eh? Hahaha :) Thanks Zorro for giving my hope after Aiman left me. Although it isn’t actually very nice to give out hope to somebody that you don’t really like.. Thanks anyway :) Thanks anakecil for being somebody that I can actually like and keep a secret about it for 4 months!!!! A new record bahahaha. If you really become Mr. Doctor I will gladly become Mrs. Psychologist for you.. Bahahaha (?) #apaannih -_-
11. OSIS/MPK 2010/2011. Thank you, thank you, thank you for getting my mind off unimportant things!!!! Thank you especially for my wonderful Xth Division who is always there for some gossip during LPJ bulanan ;;)
12. My wonderful wonderful walikelas’s, Bu Marawati and Bu Farida. Thanks for my awesome grades ;;) and thanks for being like a 2nd mom to me at school. <3
13. 18of17! no words to describe anything as wonderful as you guys. We will meet again someday in the future, and we’ll all be successful! Amen :))))

Sorry if you feel as if you’re a part of my wonderful journey through Jubel #eaaaa and didn’t get into my list :3 I’m pretty tired right now and I will update it if I remember anymore in the morning. Thanks for the memories guys.. I lap yu. <3